Wednesday, December 4, 2013

written in my car on a roll of paper towels in 1984


stoned in some village cafe

sunshine raining down on the table top

i remember i was high when i voted election day

and i can only shake my head

 

“may i take your order sir?”

 

“uh, yeah. i’d like a large coke

and an extra large hamburger, please”

 

“would you like cheese on that?”

 

“uh, yeah, thad be cool man”

 

left alone again my thoughts drift to you

and a time when we spent an entire day

making love

and then my thoughts fade

 

“here’s your order sir”

 

“uh, thank you”

 

“would you like anything else?”

 

“uh, n-no”

 

“enjoy your meal”

 

“uh, thank you”

 

what was i thinking about before

i remember it was important

oh yeah

you

i wonder why nothing makes sense

i mean i haven’t changed

i’m still nothing but stoned

hanging out waiting for another rhyme

but oh how i loved you

i mean i still do

you’re just no longer here to hear it

i guess you got tired of my lack of ambition

the same old songs on the stereo

my hair always being long

you left to do something with your life

than just be the one i love

 

“how was your meal?”

 

“uh, it was great, you know?”

 

“good. here’s your check”

 

“uh, thanks”

 

standing in the cashier line

i look at your face in

the wallet photograph

and wonder who’s kissing

those cheeks now

 

“hi”

 

“hi”

 

“five ninety-three please

thank you

bye”

 

“bye”

 

i couldn’t handle that

but to someone down the

corporate line that

transaction had meaning

a real reason i never could see

but i guess you saw it

 

me?

i’ve just drifted into an art museum

and found some release in the oils

but not enough to stop wishing

you were still here with me

like you use to be

when i was so happy

and everyone wonders why i say

you should never look beyond today

 

celebrate the moment

 

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