i do
not believe in a benevolent being
who is concerned about my welfare
there
is no God, there are no gods
there is only me
and an indifferent universe
oh and
suffering
and the meaninglessness of suffering
especially for a higher
purpose
if there
is a God
i pray that it is a woman
then maybe we have a chance
but
all evidence points to the contrary
demons and fairies?
who knows
as Logan
“There is no sanctuary”
and i am the poster child for
existentialism
my
religion has one law
“saturate before using”
beyond that there is no
accusing
i
know, i know
what is a religion without
condemnation
and the concept of me being
unacceptable
i
don’t know
words cannot convey
words cannot say
cause
even when i ask them to leave me alone
they don’t
oh our lady of sorrows
could
i possibly borrow
just one tear
for a god who doesn’t hear
the
cries above the edifying lies
i am a heretic who believes
god is the CEO in a
corporation of thieves
they
steal your identity
and teach that salvation is the same
thing as appease
appease is the same thing as
self denial
you
failure
you loser before God
suffer and maybe we will
review your application
but
right now you are a determent
OH SHUT THE FUCK UP!
and leave me alone
i once
asked God to throw me a bone
and all i got was castration
we tell stories of 101
dalmatians
everyone
cried
everyone believed this lie
that concern is real
even i
believed
but i never said i wasn’t a fool
i want to believe
BUT I
DON’T
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