maybe

heading to the river for a few days

maybe escape this rain

 

sit on sand

stare

 

sit in bars

that sit by the water

and stare

 

maybe have more to say then i just stared

for days

at the void i find existence to be

 

sunshine

stars

water

natural beauty

 

i am not a dreamer

these will not be a balm for my bitter heart

but still i will go

 

and just maybe

a change will do me good

 

or maybe i will just come back

grab my jacket and my flask

head out to the sidewalk

light a cigarette

and start walking

 

expecting nothing more to come my way

except the dark streets of decay

 

or maybe…

 

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