new years
just another day
but i can’t help but be trapped
by thoughts
that i should resolve
last night
surrounded by empty cans
i discussed the meaning of life
with other writers
they believed all will be
something
not the nothing
i hold the end to be
after well wishes
i was on dimly lit streets
heading for bedroom sheets
when i entered an area without
artificial light
draped in natural darkness of
night
i had to look toward a distant
light
to see anything
i stopped
stood in complete darkness
created by the absence of all light
and closed my eyes
today i started drinking before
noon
to forget that there is nothing
to resolve
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