do
you know the blue moon under the bright stars?
are
theoretical physicists heretical?
do
you live in los angeles without a car?
do
you go everywhere but never go far?
do
you get drunk then remember you have a blog?
do
that on thing when you log?
and
see you have several hits
but
haven’t posted for days?
realize
you have nothing new to say?
walk
past bars, people outside smoking
recent
comments on how thin you’re getting
make
you wonder if you have cancer? again
never
stop looking for something to believe in
because
you just can’t believe in yourself?
swear
off drinking
but
don’t even bother to justify your next drink?
what
did you think?
i
could be something i can accept
but
still can’t be anything but me
i
gnaw on the bars to try and get free
but
is there anything new to perceive
that
i haven’t already tried to believe
and
yet the common denominator is me
i
can barely wipe the sleep from my eyes
before
the only thing i really want to try
is
a different angle in which to tip my beer
unanswered
prayers i wonder if anyone hears
my
weight lifting and my blog
i’m
like a frog
who
whips out his tongue
hoping
for success
but
all i’m eating are flies
that
just came from feasting on shit
***
(shit i’m so drunk – again)
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