an
old friend showed up
dragged
me to his daughter’s
high
school graduation
god
was i out of my element
positive,
positive, positive
dreams,
dreams, dreams
future,
future, future
meaning,
meaning, meaning
i
hope none of those kids
ever
end up like me
i
am the worst thing you can be
i
am a nihilist
i
don’t care how much will transpire
before
it all expires
it
is the fate of an expiration date
that
causes me to conjugate
yes
when water evaporates
it
still exists
just
in a different form
molecules
reborn in another storm
but
that’s just it
we
don’t somehow defy
the
laws of physics
and
mysteriously exist
apart
from the molecules
that
forms our frame
my
carcass will decay
my
molecules drift away
and
some day far away
unexcited
photons
will
be the only thing
in
existence
so
all this pretense
about
existence
existing
beyond the elements
oh
fuck it
let
them believe
and
hope in a day
when
the settlement includes
all
the back pay
they
have ever been due
i
will walk cold and alone
like
the future of photons
floating
in a forever
that
is completely severed
from
any material means
by
which we use to mark
the
passing of time
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