Tuesday, October 28, 2014

loneliness is for people who can’t handle alcohol


“Turn your head and cough.

          Everything seems fine.

                   May I make a suggestion?

                             Maybe you never were a poet.”

 

standing on a sidewalk

crosswalk before me

three a.m.

 

on the other side of the intersection

a car waits for the light to change

a man walks up to the car

pulls a pistol

and fires several shots at the driver

 

i stand frozen

watch as my mind finds the sound

the man runs off

 

a twenty four hour diner

empties as a crowd surrounds the car

cell phones dialing

 

i turn and walk away

the court jester never holds sway

at the round table

 

in this city nothing surprises me

violence is in its veins in an endless refrain

 

i put the plugs in my ears

blutengel fills my mind with a language

my father spoke but didn’t pass down to me

so i enjoy the beat and the electronic sounds

 

i can hear the sirens

soundtrack to l.a.

 

my mp3 is on random

switches to seelennacht

 

the violence was random, meaningless

the driver’s death was random, meaningless

tonight is random, meaningless

i spy a cat in the gutter

road kill

tonight i have had my fill

of the meaning of meaninglessness

 

i find OMD on my mp3

set it to play their “best of” album

take me back to a simpler time

when the only crime i witnessed

were the fans of hair bands

ridiculing the second british

musical invasion

 

a synthesized creation that i still love

even if the best of it now comes

out of germany

 

where am i going with this?

you ask

oh i forgot

you haven’t unlocked

that when i talk

i’m not coming to a point

with words i wander far afield

i’m just relaying

what’s displaying

there is nothing behind the viewing screen

when something happens

there is nothing to understand

 

but let me shut out these thoughts

listen to the album i bought

and sing,

“i was only dreaming”

 

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