Tuesday, July 22, 2014

when others judge your cutting


i didn’t give tuesday permission to be

yet here we are

my hands sporting scars

of the cuts i induced with a  razor

just last night

hate to confess

but it made everything feel alright

 

now i listen to tomas dolby

europa and the pirate twins

 

drunk

though there is somewhere i’m suppose to be

hopefully i don’t make myself bleed

when i get there

and they tell me how i have failed them

again

scream,

“see?! none of you really care!

everybody’s obligation ends

by telling me what my

obligation to them is!”

 

melt down

loud sound

but no one is listening

sweat is glistening

as i dance to dolby’s song

and realize lost

is where i will be found

 

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