Friday, July 14, 2017

my wiring only conducts electricity of non-conductive intensity


don’t really know the meaning of your montage

i’m in a garage

and you’re talking

as if talking is an accomplishment

and i can’t help but see your talking

as a need

to garner my approval

 

i open up two beers

hand you one

light two cigarettes

and hand you one

select the song

river of deceit

by mad season

on my phone

 

yet you keep talking

as if talking

is an accomplishment

 

dogs are dancing in the dirty yard

my approval isn’t hard

you just need to quit talking

 

there is no sign on this street

which says

the journey’s ended

you have arrived

 

i can’t show you how to survive

cause i’m no longer searching

 

there just is

and then there isn’t

and that’s all there ever was

without a because

 

your harshing my buzz

with your need

there are no trees inside a yellow forest

deforestation is the only way

to unclutter your mind

until there is nothing left to share

except an “i don’t care”

because chatter about consequential matters

is just sifting through the soil

such toil

searching for a magnification of your mind

you never find

and so you keep talking

to someone who prefers

unfertilized soil

there is no reason to re-grow the forest

desolation is the only way to unburden your mind

 

not this endless talking

and attention seeking

that’s reeking

of reasons why

you can’t be satisfied

with situational you

to get what is due

as if something is forthcoming

before you can accept

the thoughts others planted

in your soil

as their weeds coiled around your roots

when they don’t even know

what the fuck they are talking about

 

i changed that channel long ago

until a slow mellow groove is all i know

 

and how bored i am with

your existential crisis

that slices into a non-existent

metaphysical mud pie

 

i should have just stayed home

drank alone

until it was time to roam

the dark streets of decay

 

***

 

consciousness conquers when there are no co-authors

 

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