Sunday, July 23, 2017

impuissant idolatry


“Hell is empty and all the devils are here.” – William Shakespeare

 

whiskey warming my world

it may still be hot at 11 p.m.

but the concrete façade of los angeles

is always cold

even though i’m told

i should put forth positive vibes

to create a consciousness of comfort

 

self-emanation is meaningless

whatever does happen

is because it can happen

the laws of physics linger

even among ley lines

 

neon lights flashing

“magic inside”

i pass by in stride

pass the meditating yogis

the high dollar strip clubs

the dive bars

i’m not going far

l.a. is like a magnet

it won’t let me leave

 

waiting for the “don’t walk” to change

a group of youth are talking

they need to get home and sleep

so they can wake up early

to go hiking

kids today

whatever happened to

sex, drugs and rock and roll

 

i was suppose to be somewhere tonight

notified with an amplified

wouldn’t be there

now i share a cigarette with

the dark streets of decay

i would bow my head and pray

but in l.a.

you never take your eyes

off your surroundings

it’s in the safety booklet

they make you sign

when you’re old enough to walk

 

everyone’s worried about brain cells

that are destroyed by excess

but i want to eradicate all memory

clean the slate

as long as i don’t have to relearn

there is no such thing as fate

or repatriate to

the dark streets of decay

but can still say

the gods are silent

because they don’t exist

although i also hate when science

tries to take up the void of meaning

with what their facts reveal

 

but enough of words

if you haven’t realized yet

that everything but this moment

is meaningless

there is nothing i can do for you

 

misconstrue

if that’s what you need to do

i’ll take a swig

light a cig

wear this song i’m listening to

like adam without a fig leaf

before the fall

till i am all and nothing

but arms extended at the edge

dropping from the ledge

without faith that the wind

will carry my weight

as a salvatory solution

from the juxtaposition of

the jagged rocks below

 

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