Saturday, October 8, 2016

if god is always watching then most of us are porn stars


whilsire and ocean avenue is my view

been walking for a while without words

plenty of whiskey

plenty of mp3

and in the bag of shelled peanuts

i’ve been molesting

i found one that had triplets

 

i don’t need inspiration

just not in the mood to deal

with thoughts that are usually caught

in the web of my membranes

 

tonight r.e.m. will suffice

 

on my own tonight

part of the slow she imposed

she’s out with friends

i don’t have any

the male of the species

is not my thing

 

i don’t know if these qualify as cliffs

but the sandy beach is far below

the pier is near

but cops always chase me off either

once it’s this late

 

i’ll just head over to santa monica blvd.

can’t light a smoke anyway

with all this ocean breeze

 

i wonder if joe’s pizza is still open

i know where so many things are

my neighborhood is los angeles county

though some places i don’t go

areas gangs control

or the rich houses police patrol

 

select my incubus mix

and yeah i don’t roam gang territory

i may be a lot of things

but i’m not a badass

 

just a guy who drinks too much

while wondering if there is a reason

i shouldn’t

 

right now it’s AIKA

a wonderful thing

why she wants to be with me

is the mystery

 

i am good with words

use my super powers for evil

and can cast a momentary spell

with my charm

 

well, except with my therapist

female

but i’m sure she knows exactly

what she sees

i don’t bother with that whole

transference thing

 

i know she’s a human with needs

but when i confide

there is no hide

wherever she resides

i’m sure she knows

you can’t secure a foundation

with defective material

 

so anyway

joe’s pizza is closed

another night of not eating

change my mp3

to a rollins band mix

light a cigarette

finish my flask

and continue walking

 

my favorite movies always end
 
without anything being resolved

like alan rickman’s

the winter guest

 

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