Friday, November 27, 2015

a list of things to lie about today


it’s not that i’ve gone away

from the dark streets of decay

i’ve just changed the way i stay

 

i no longer drink

throw up in sinks

i no longer smoke

i’m almost a dweeb with half a joke

except that i live on edibles

high all the time

 

it’s cold tonight with wet surfaces

but i’m feeling fine

walking

i love my romance with the night

 

i did try to change my perspective

thinking somehow it would be corrective

but this world i drew for the chosen few

reveals all the clues

for even a dimwitted detective

 

and so i’m walking

the homeless are coughing

black is the distant sky

and i write on this wet autumn night,

 

“a summer ago

in the heart of the city

a homeless man died

in a world without pity”

 

and i continue to walk

steadfast in my belief

of no relief

not even a mortal

curtains and portal

pretending to be

the oracle of oz

giving guidance to gullible

 

i give no point of view its due

hope does not spring eternal

nothing more around

than what you already see

no chance at liberty

because your reality

is merely perceived

 

and so i am focused

on me where i am

without reason to be

i don’t give a damn

 

there is no cure for the human condition

 

there just is

and then there isn’t

and that’s all there ever was

 

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