Thursday, August 24, 2017

play me like hendrix played guitar


frail fragile feelings failing

the fermentation of a fall

 

i recall

but i cannot remember

early evenings in late september

 

images emasculating egrets

the great white crane

spreading its wings

like an unfettered chain

 

there is no deception in flight

just ascension toward the light

even the howling wind

acts as an aid to wings

 

it’s all a matter of perspective

mirrors reflective

 

trent reznor has nothing on me

well, except for money, girls

and all the good drugs

 

the devil read the tabloid

scandal surrounding lamar odom

scoffed, “that’s a tuedsay for me”

 

when will the addict ache free

a drug of choice is just appreciation

you’re an addict if you’ll accept

whatever’s available

 

placards placed in proper positions

a guest never controls

their place at the table

 

conduits ghost inside a cable

carrying images you’ll only see

when you waste with your t.v.

 

a song is a syllable

in the discography of time

 

for her morning is a bowl full

of miracles

i watch her savor each slurp

usurp the darkness

that’s still dangling in the dawn

 

succulent prawns basted in butter

i utter the tao

of flesh, cracked shells, tearing teeth

 

i’m a thief

who feels nothing’s worth stealing

 

i once wrote that the sun

is a hole ripped in the fabric

of the sky leaking blue unto

a three dimensional canvas

 

i am not marred by madness

jane says there’s always an addiction

love’s a hard thing to let go of

when it’s the only way

you can get high

 

i found a ferret in the sky

he was bored because he

couldn’t dig any holes

to hide in

 

i dangle at a direct angle

above dancers emanating bliss

 

a raincoat without rain

is a stain on the secrets

of the sun

but i could never bring

myself to frolic

 

apostolic in my attitude

about acting foolish

while i envy

the light hearted lyric

 

you know you’re bad off

when you think poe

really wasn’t dark

noah’s ark

would have check marked

poe, side by side

as having a place inside

 

i deride from deep inside

the language and the laughter

i am neither sex

or the cigarette after

but i will ignite the cigarette

with my flame

 

i’m bored with basket weaving

but i need a container

for the fruit of my sustenance

 

ringing bells of substance

but no one goes to church anymore

the bells implore participation

with a pew

but all the few

have already been chosen

 

even sticky fingers do not

enable me to crawl

the sides of buildings

no one escapes gravity

even astronauts can crash

find the planet of the apes

that rapes our realization

our required resistance

for a field of ideals

planted and harvested long ago

as the only crop we’ll ever need

fallow fields will never feed

the foraging multitude

 

i’ve feasted on all the foods

of the world

and found none to my liking

 

so in my nightly hiking

hopping from food truck

to food truck

it is neither desire or luck

between the plate and my pallet

which is why i rarely eat

though i’m always ingesting

 

throne room jesting

in front of the court

i sport a tattered coat

among kings and queens

sight unseen

because no one is laughing

 

“hark” the herald angels sing

joy and good tidings bring

but only the shepherd

saturated in silence can hear

 

the devil is and always will be

a gentleman

he looked me in the eyes

asked me what i most desired

i replied

“a duet with david duchovny”

 

i don’t want to share a microphone

i just want to atone

for my lack of a live performance

 

maybe i can stop doing penance

in the purgatory of art

 

i might have found

a different sound

echoing around an amphitheater

applause casting a vote

for something i wrote

i say goodbye with a quote

“you’re all a bunch of idiots”

 

even the faithful offended

i’m upended

tossed out on the sidewalks of

the dark streets of decay

to walk alone

you know

a lot like now

 

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