Monday, October 23, 2017

there is no exorcism for essence


i don’t think definitions are simple

clearly defined by labels

one size fits all

you are, because…

i am, because…

 

i am still peeling the layers off

my acrid onion

eyes watering from what is exposed

the understanding from what is revealed

brings no relief

no peace

no surety from a sense of self

 

in all my words i’ve never shared

the essence of a pebble

from the mountain piled on me

even though the stone is smooth

to the touch

from the erasure of time

 

which is why we never truly

feel loved

because no one knows

the name of the angel

we wrestle with

at the bottom of jacob’s ladder

requiring a requiem

before we can step on

the first rung

that leads to heaven

 

because none of us understands

the weight that prohibits us

from such an exertion

as climbing and ascension

 

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