i
physically felt as if i would shortly die
if
i didn’t walk away
from
the dark streets of decay
five
days sober
contemplating
attending AA
but
i in no way recant
anything
i wrote
i
am still a fucking nihilist
and
believe in the grand scheme of things
it
doesn’t matter if i’m drunk or sober
it
only matters to me
so
here i am
detoxing
clearing
my head
tossing
around ideas for a new novel
which
will be even more bleak
then
anything i’ve written before
since
it will no longer contain
the
sacred and the profane
otherwise
known as the pleasure principle
that
constantly held sway
on
the dark streets of decay
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