i miss you

have you ever had an emotion

you redefined into a definition

of nonexistence?

 

you live as if the most important thing to you

doesn’t exist

doesn’t matter

 

everyone expects

an exact

 

so you act

spurning your nomination

your character creation

just got you more parts

 

and this rollercoaster ride

makes you hide

inside

a bottle your tried

and that bottle

and that one too

 

and when you are finally allowed one moment

off stage

the focus finally not on you

for just one moment

 

you arrive at the truth

the surprise ending

and the hidden meaning in the plot

and whisper while no one is watching,

“i miss you”

 

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